While others may call you obsessive, you know your dedication. Dedication to your passion, your career, your love of life and being the absolute best you know, realizing that competition is only measured by your former self.
They will never understand...stop expecting them to. Your only mirror is the flashback to a lower self you left behind long ago and the occasional man that can keep up with your zest for excellence.
Pay no mind to the jealous-filled talkers. The cheap seats are for ones with no voice, no gumption for the power held deep within. Your place is with the ones that know the thrill of the chase, the pain of defeat and the investment in victory.
Lower your brow, raise your head, rise in your presence and BE the goddess of obsessive beauty.